Charcoal

Hair blackened with charcoal.
Eyes rimmed with kohl.
Skin smeared with bronze paint.
Voice practiced to give no hint.
Would you make of me a native?
Or would you raise me up to live
Your shining goddess, glistening
with sweat, my moonskin denting.

If I understood all about love
I could unpin this specimen dove
To awaken my corrections.
And so with mental convections
Black out, white out, mix us,
Animate the too-quiet masses.
Unfurl a flag of perfection
Instead of dirty reflection.
No riddles, doubts, or empire fears
Would slip into my pregnant ears.

What shade of pedestal goddess
Will you want me to address?
Sculpt me in marble cold
Or meld me in bronze bold
And color me exotic,
Or write me quixotic.
I did say I was a queen,
But I see this is your dream.

~~~~~~~~AEW~~~~~~~~

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Different From Whom?

You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
you're not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name


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Decision

Time to make a decision...I don't want to talk about this here, or at all. Just want the world to know that I'm puzzling things out. Sometimes, we pour all of your energy into something and it doesn't work out, or we suddenly realize we don't want it, or it passes us by...When will it be spring so I can go walk?

To The Pain!

I don't just rock, I roll too!


Which Princess Bride Character are You?
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Climb a Tree

I'm so sick of this back-and-forth crap with my friends and others...just want to get out and run...leap it out of me...need to move my body and sweat out my demons...something I finally discovered after letting them drive me crazy...why am I so paranoid? I have no reason to be, but I let it drie me anyway...

I hate that part so much, just want to get rid of all the fear, but I might be afraid of the fear, so am I just giving in if I spread little fear ashes over Procyon? What is the big deal? Why are we all self-inflicted, self-aware, philosophical-dilemma-seeking people? Why can't I just relax and feel something else for a change...

A change...maybe it's time...way past time.

But what? What could it be? Time to clear the walls already? Switch the decor around? Time to take a walk...never any time alone to just wander and not be worried about... I'm not going to call. I can see myself letting it go...for what? How could I do that? It's not so easy to break in, not just like that...

Time to break out the ink...that might be it. I don't want to be encumbered or unencumbered.

When it's too cold to climb trees, can I just take off?

DISPATCH!

Gotta find out when the Dispatch concert is and how to get tickets...so sad they've broken up...:(

Cut & Style

Saturday, April 10th is the big C day: I'm chopping off my hair for Locks of Love. Free cut & style for me! My hair will still be about shoulder length, and it grows fast, so no big loss. Besides, I want to get rid of the permed hair and get into the whole summer short hair thing. Yay! I thought I would be reluctant, but I can't wait to see it gone, I'm so sick of my mermaidesque tresses. I'm sure I'll miss them when they're gone, though. Meanwhile, I'm having fun playing with this tool on their web site, where you upload a pic of yourself and try out hairstyles of whatever length you want. Try it out! Make me cool like Mandala!