Thursday, 29 March 2007

Art?-Deco Madness!

Even though I still have not found an apartment, I have accumulated a fair amount of essentials and non-essentials to go in one when I finally do. Besides what I detailed here, I have accumulated:
Have:
Flower Salad Plates
Aqua Salad Plates
Kitchen Canisters
Cookware
Cutlery Set.
Sheets in Ivory and for $38.50 on sale.
A 45-piece stainless steel Flatware set from Rogers & Co., bought for $7.50.
Ottoman Set - yes, I got them.
Of course, you can always want more.
Want:
Desk Chair
This comforter set OR
This one OR
This one. - Love this last one!
Bed Frame and Set
Sun Wall Clock
Etched Mirror
Etc.
Timely Soundtrack: "Turn on Me" by The Shins from Wincing the Night Away.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "Don't let it whip-crack your life, // And bow out from the fight...Now, get back on that horse and ride."
What I Learned Today: What a Gu and a Zo are.

Thursday, 22 March 2007

Savages! Everywhere!

Lest you all think I have been devoured by savage computer parts (they byte! Ok, come on, it wasn't that bad.), here I am! I am here!

So, I've been busy preparing for my second Buffy Sing-A-Long attendance in about a month. This time I'm dragging the Roman with me, and Sarsie Parsie, Sweet Sharon, and Emblem are all attending as well!

I'm also putting into motion plans to open up my custom-designed jeans business! Woohoo! Check out my Flickr set labelled Custom Jeans to see some of my work.

Timely Soundtrack: "Spooky Girlfriend" by Elvis Costello off of When I Was Cruel.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "Ellas suenan otra música: // fantasías de metal // valses duros, al dictado. // Que se alcen desde siglos // todas iguales, distintas // como las olas del mar // y una gran alma secreta." from "Underwood Girls", a poem by Pedro Salinas.
What I Learned Today: Nothing I'm going to tell YOU. Sheesh!

Friday, 9 March 2007

Sad

Just kind of sad, that's all.
Apartment search is not going well.
Drama with significant other(s).
My saving graces: Friends, family, surrogate family, (Tarant)Ella the Spider Monkey, Occie (Octreuse) the Octopus, T2 (Thistle the Second) the Magically Disappearing and Reappearing Turtle.

Ok, just writing that down brought a smile to my face.
I love that I love little things.

Thursday, 15 February 2007

Out of Time

Travelling...
If You Were Born in 2893...

Your Name Would Be: Hana Ara

And You Would Be: A Time Traveler


Timely Soundtrack: "You Kept Me Waiting Too Long (Long Long Long etc.)" by Television Personalities.
Quote Trapped in My Head:" All time is all time. It does not change. It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations. It simply is." - Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse Five.
What I Learned Today: The capitals of several African Countries.

Shoulda Been

Well, well...
You Should Be A Libra

What's good about you: A total charmer, you easily find friends and allies

What's bad about you: You have a secret side that's easily confused and depressed

In love: you enjoy flirting, dating, and the whole process of falling for someone

In friendship, you're: very social ... you rather be with your friends than be alone

Your ideal job: fashion designer, makeup artist, or song writer

Your sense of fashion: very feminine / masculine (depending on your gender)

You like to pig out on: sweet stuff like ice cream and french toast

Monday, 12 February 2007

Time Marches On

The Before:
Brown hair!

The after:
Red hair!
Whee!

Timely Soundtrack: "I Put A Spell on You" by the Alan Price set.
Quote Trapped in My Head: A movie, Forbidden Loves, about lesbian culture in 1950s Canada.
What I Learned Today: See above.

Friday, 9 February 2007

Gata Blanca

Soñe...
La gata blanca
con su nariz rosada
dibuja tatuajes
en mi cara

Me acaricia
lentamente
con su cola-cuerda
hilos de plumas
me hacen sonreir

Sonreir
su curiousidad:
Qué tienes, por qué duermes
las sombras ya vibran
sobre el mar

Vamos a volar
Me prometiste que hoy dia
podríamos ver los pajaros
desde arriba
entre suspiro, respiro, y aire

Esperé todo que pude
hasta que la luna lloraba
se murío seis veces
se nació siete veces
abriendo sus volcanes-ojos

se nace jugando
caza las estrellas
pillándolas con lengua-papel
cosquillas de exploración
se escapan

Siempre regresan
por pura curiousidad

~~~~~~AEW~~~~~~

Thursday, 8 February 2007

Ornamental, My Dear Watson

Ideas for decorating my apartment:
Place lace as a wall border around the bedroom or living room.
Get plain-colored shelves and paint them shades of one color.
Paint plain shelves in ombré style, many colors.
Use photographs and/or pictures from magazines as a wall border.
Paint plain wooden or cloth blinds with colorful scenes or figures.
Get plain storage boxes and paint them with scenes or cover them with small mirrors/tiles.
Use the sari(s) I have as wall tapestries, wall borders, tablecloths, or to cover open bookshelves and unsightly areas (such as my stereo).
Use perfume bottles as decorations - place on rotating shelves.

What I have so far:
Bedding Part I
Bedspread/Slipcover
These in teal.
These in light blue.

What I want:
Bedding Switch-out Option 1
Bedding Option 2, only with beige sheets.
Bedding Option 3
Toy Box
Handy Blue Boxes
Star Lamp
Storage Ottomans - the poor woman's furniture AND closet!

I need blue salad plates and mugs.
A bed frame and mattress (and boxspring, I think).
A TV, TV cart, glassware, flatware, lamps, pillows, curtains or blinds, office/desk chair, picture frames, art frames, matting board, toaster, cutlery, bathroom rugs, blankets, towels...etc.

Timely Soundtrack: "The Moment I said It" by Imogene Heap off of Speak for Yourself.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "...In wilderness is the preservation of the world." - Henry David Thoreau.
What I Learned Today: What a Pyrrhic victory entails.

Tuesday, 23 January 2007

Alonespace

I am hoping to move in early April. Somewhere in the area, close enough so my family and friends will visit me, into a one-bedroom apartment. After so many years of sharing my space, I need to have 'alonespace'. The difficulty comes in determining what exactly I will need to buy, what I will be receiving from the 'rents (who need to condense two houses into one), and what I can do about the several months-long gap we have planned between when I move and when the rents move. It makes as little sense for me to buy new things as it does for them to give me the items they need from NY and bring the CT replacements to NY and use those...etc., etc.
These items will include:
Dining Room Table and Chairs (parents have a back-up I can use, either permanently or for a few months).
Cookware and Corningware (No idea what to do about this).
Tableware and Flatware (see above).
And so on.

I'm not complaining; I would love to receive secondhand stuff, whenever it comes to me. I just think it's amusing the predicament I will soon find myself in.

Timely Soundtrack: "Susie Q" by CCR.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "Annoyed."
What I Learned Today: My target savings goal.

Sunday, 14 January 2007

Gallows Love

Before the last line is written
the final stanza spoken
ended in due rhyme
There are thoughts
to be churned
wishes to attend
regrets to hurl to the wind
a heart to rend
and one dash of time
however its meter-measure

Drumbeat-driven march
bogged down with mud-thoughts
pictures and mementos
fresh-starched and sharp
left with nothing but hope
allow me to presume
I am dead from the nerves in
aorta pushing ice
through reluctant arteries
reins held tight on veins

Slipping out a choke-gasp
head and heart
held in iron grasp.
This swallower death
is neither cold, nor still;
it is awake, vivid, hot
like the angriest of tears
shed for no reason
kept close to the breast
to shatter one's chest

Diminishing the fight
takes second-hours
moment-years
the world is braided tight
knotted around each joint
sweeping it under the ashes
under shallow breaths
the loss of everything dear
the cloudier the vision
the more this death

runs bloody clear.
~~~~~~~~AEW~~~~~~~~

Wednesday, 27 December 2006

Travelicious

Upcoming travel plans 1, 2, and 3.
1. A two-night stay for my 26th birthday and New Year's Eve at the Mystic Marriott Spa in Connecticut, with Emblem.
2. Three-four days in Puebla, Mexico on business, around 9th-12th January.
3. Two-three days in New Orleans, Louisiana (of course, now that LizArd is no longer there) for business around 29th-31st January.

Good thing I asked for (and received, thanks A.R and U.R. and parents) a bright-red six-piece luggage set for Birthmas.

Timely Soundtrack: "Sky Fits Heaven" by Madonna off of Ray of Light.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "...you left your land to trade for a place // so far away, so out of date // that only you could understand." - from "Whirlwind" by Dispath off of Bang Bang.
What I Learned Today: Whither Mandala.

Friday, 15 December 2006

Widening Eyes

Laugh or Jump? When watching a horror film, one conceit must be agreed upon by all parties involved. Usually the film is paused about fifteen to twenty minutes in to make this judgement, or the agreement can be made during a lull in the action. Is this a film to be mocked, commented on, and laughed at? Or is it a film to make us grip the edges of the seat chair, check behind us, or even make us jump in surprise or fear? Some might argue that, after watching a film several times, that which scared us on the first go-around may make us laugh now. Or even that, a film can be a combination of both - silly-scary, where the special effects in one sequence might be ridiculous but that one scene with the elevator (or statue, or noise, etc.) is...creepy!

Why bother deciding this question? Well, for some people, the most enjoyment gotten out of a horror film comes from the atmosphere...the hushed watchers, dim ambient light, and lack of outside noise and interruptions. While others may concentrate more on the story and not lose focus when distracted by an errant conversation, some viewers like to immerse themselves in the often bizarre, hopefully clever tale unfolding on the screen.

I would argue that this deciding action is most necessary for horror films in particular. Comedies may be laughed at, remarked on, and interrupted (provided they are being viewed on DVD or VHS) without losing too much of the movie's atmosphere. But horror movies, and eerie thrillers (as opposed to slasher flicks) in particular, can be ruined if someone turns on a bright light, strikes up a conversation, or makes a humourous remark.

However, a rare event occurred last night: L.B. and I watched The Grudge and managed to combine fear with humour. The most amusing times came when the screen attempted to fade to black, and all you could see was...the reflected lights of the Christmas tree on the screen. Swelling music, terrifying face, and...CHRISTMAS! AAAHHH!

The first time I saw this film, my thought process went like this: "Creeped out; the grudge spirit has a unique, frightening way of moving; why would you ever go towards the thumping? Not in the bed, that's terrible! Run! It's coming down the stairs; leave the boyfriend, he was stupid anyway and needed a haircut; Wait a minute...that's the sound I use to comfort myself and purr!" So I, of course, was not scared...not at the climax of the film, anyway.

The point is, films good. Friends good. Happy Mandala.

Timely Soundtrack: "Bring it on Home to Me" by Sam Cooke from Live at the Harlem Square Club
Quote Trapped in My Head: *Rckckrckckrckckrckckrckckrckkk!*
What I Learned Today: Orblicious!

Wednesday, 6 December 2006

Blogging in a Winter Wonderland

Blogger pings
are you list'ning?
In the code,
fonts are glist'ning

A beautiful sight
it's CSS time
...Blogging in a Winter Template

Timely Soundtrack: I wonder what it could be.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "A star in the heavens or a bird on the wing."
What I Learned Today: What "quiddity" means.

Tuesday, 5 December 2006

Friday, 1 December 2006

Snowflakeless

Fairest winter, my first and deepest love...
Have you ever had so much joy in your heart that you just need to let it out?
December has come! Nollaig! Diciembre, Kekemapa, joulukuu, Rhagfyr!

Timely Soundtrack: "Winter, Fire, and Snow" from Katie McMahon.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "Stella Maris, Semper Clara // Rosa Munde, Res Miranda..."
What I Learned Today: About chimpanzees and waterfall displays.

Monday, 20 November 2006


Mini and Mare

Drunken Sunset


29 Sept 2006

Santiago Sunset


29 Sept 2006

From Shout-Outs to Shut-Ins

People of Note and Repute (Ill or Otherwise):
L.B., who deserves so much better than she's getting.
Emblem, who does NOT deserve food poisoning, and makes me laugh more than anyone I know.
Justin the Roman, who had his first "Olive Den" experience and should circulate the absolutely hilarious video L.B. & I made, which includes the dialogue:
L.B.: *Shiver*
Mandala: "Rabbit hop over your grave?"
L.B.: "Maybe."
Mandala: "Hoppity hoppity hoppity *chhheeeee (vampire fangs)* (with appropriate hand motions)."
L.B.: *pause* "AAAAGGGHHHH!"
Centrum, just because.
Salvo, for being hilarious in general and as nitpicky as I am.
The World.
Our neighbour, who rules.

Timely Soundtrack: "Boom Boom" by John Lee Hooker.
Quote Trapped in My Head: See above.
What I Learned Today: About the oldest Thanksgiving Day parade.

Thursday, 9 November 2006

Wait, what was that again?

I just need to say...

Wahoo!!!!

Huzzah!!!!!!!!

HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Timely Soundtrack: The sweet song of victory.
Quote Trapped in My Head: " What immortal hand or eye, // Could frame thy fearful symmetry".
What I Learned Today: What a Pangolin is (and how much fun is it to say "Pangolin"?).

Wednesday, 1 November 2006

Samhain shona duit!

Athblian shona duit! And may the winter witch bless your home with the sting of life wrapped in the sweetness of pure snow.

Timely Soundtrack: "This Devil's Workday" by Modest Mouse off of Good News for People Who Love Bad News.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "Before you embark on a journey of
revenge, dig two graves." - Confucius.

What I Learned Today: How to tell whom you will marry.

Friday, 27 October 2006

Clamor Stammer

All right, clamoring fans. Mandrake's blog will return, but in the meantime, enjoy the new pictures on Flickr (see right) and be at my Samhain party tomorrow!

Timely Soundtrack: "Boarded Up" by XTC.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "When I was young I learned a game, // Where love and happiness were the same, // Now I'm older and I don't play, // I found out the hardest way..." From "Anything, Anything" by Dramarama.
What I Learned Today: About Blogger Beta...it rules.

Tuesday, 3 October 2006

What's New With You?

Here's what's new with me:




Awww....so pretty now!

Monday, 11 September 2006

A Mandrake Abroad

You have received a telegram:

GOING TO CHILE STOP WILL BE GONE SEP 14 TO 30 STOP HAVE NO FEAR I ALWAYS RETURN VICTORIOUS STOP PLEASE WRITE STOP SIGNED MANDRAKE.

Catch you on the flip side!

Timely Soundtrack: Pure Morning by Placebo.
Quote Trapped in My Head: "I shall be busy". - Margery Allingham
What I Learned Today: Have a blast.

Tuesday, 5 September 2006

Fruit

The orchard knows:
we are not feeling this
the world is not
falling in on itself
trying to understand
why it hates the sinner
and loves the sin

Forget the Union, Jack
the scabs you've flicked
are growing right back
checking themselves in to stay
I am always A-1/Ace/FlyingHigh/FreeandFine/OK

you've left me plum
juice drops like
quiet bruises on my skin
At least, that's what
a loving hand would be
instead of my mimicking vine
I think all of this
to certain death:

You are not the heat
I want to push on, the
weight I want to lift, that
invading-filling piece
struggling towards a
mini-apocalypse in the sheets
but you will do for now

No sabes como te has metido
...this good?
Since I was born
There are crows
swimming in the reservoir
black-bear black backstroking through white
my hair tracing diagrams on your chest
you can neither
understand nor remove

Athena knows what it's like
to have this sight
from birth we come marching
to the edge of psychosis
hold hands and
dip our necks in
spit-and-shine
clean the swine
fill our nostrils
slick with brine

we are not kind women
but we are the kind
who choke on love
and swing through puppet lives
watching each other
give accidental tugs
as we weave our
shimmering strings.

You've left me peach
swollen with emptiness
coreless, stemless
Try to keep my juice
my stain
on your lips and skin
but I am pull-the-root
float-the-river
jump-the-vine
ripe to fall

~~~~~~~~~~AEW~~~~~~~~~~