About To Do

I am about to do two stupid things.

Both hinge around one idea: telling the truth. Not, as opposed to lying, but as opposed to ommission (as in 'sins of').

Funny how I always get sarcastic and flippant when I can't face what I need to do, isn't it?

Well, at the very least, I can say that I knew it all along, that these were stupid things to do - sorry, Stupid Things To Do, these deserve capitals, they are so monstrously idiotic.

Quote Trapped in My Head: " So darlin' I just wanna say // Just in case I don't come through // I was on to every play // I just wanted you" - Fiona Apple, Shadowboxer